I am back in NS, have been for over three weeks now. The wedding went quite well. it was nice to see everyone. I nearly cried when my father walked my sister down aisle. Party was good and they made out very well on their cash haul (:

I think Jays visit went extremely well. Everyone seemed to enjoy him and he enjoyed more alcohol then he should have. The last night was a little weird for me, normally i am used to leaving him not him leaving me. I dont know that i took it well. I miss him dearly. It’s always nice to have a break from someone but the break shouldnt last anymore than a couple weeks.

We’re in the process of trying to understand and gather up all the information to send in the forms for the fiance visa. Let me tell you it’s the most confusing shit i have ever encountered. I’m hoping that i will have things on my end ready by the middle of next week.

I like being home but the thought of being here past October overwhelms me. I have no space and most of my stuff is hidden in the attic. It’s like visiting someplace you dont belong for more than a few days. Everyone is good to me and we’ve sort fallen into the routine i usually have but having Melanie and the baby here throws it off. She’s absolutely adorable and i enjoy my time with her.

I dont know… it just doesnt feel like home anymore..

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