Aunt Bevie!

February 19th, 2009 @ 11:00 pm

it’s time for my weekly update. heh

My sister had her baby Friday the 13th. Everything went fairly smooth and theyre back at home. My mom says she’s beautiful and while there is no doubt in my mind about that moms and grandmom always say that.

Valentines went well. jay came home with flowers and a card. I thought YAY here’s a holiday were he hasnt out done me – Serious satisfaction right there baby… later that day, around 7pm he got up and came downstairs. This is not part of creature of habits routine. He never comes downstairs before getting ready on work nights. He then strolls into the family room with a bag. MOTHERFUCKER i thought it was going to be different. I mean i am super happy about my new weelittlepink camera but DAMNITDUDE. In the meantime Sara had called. So i returned her call and we made plans for her to come over here and hang. The previous weekend we had exchanged numbers and talked about doing something together.. Which i thought might just be drunk talk (apparently she thought the same thing – girls are so silly!). We hung, i muchly enjoyed myself. It was nice being able to have “He so does that, too!” moments face to face. heh

Monday and Tuesday had us looking for some patio furniture. We found a nice little set that we both like. Though Pimpdaddy is more picky when it comes to most things – so the fact that at the end of the first day he liked that one best rocked. Now lets just hope we get it before November. (:

a little home sick.

February 13th, 2009 @ 2:12 am

I’ve been here three weeks now, most days it doesnt seem that way but other days it does, I’ve sort of found my groove now i just need to find something to do on the days he’s not here. Today i ventured out to the local strip mall to pick up a couple things. I wish there were more things to do closer. I dont mind walking but i dont want to have to walk 2 miles to be able to do something. I wish i were brave enough to venture out and do things i am sure i would enjoy. I’ve come to realize i need to get out to keep my sanity. The first few weeks here staying in the house didnt seem so bad but now i’m to the point where i have to get out or my days run together and i dont feel like i have accomplished anything. I’ve looked into various classes to join but nothing screams at me. Jay mentioned going to the gym, in the morning when he gets home from work. I think that would be great for both of us. More so him than me… but i still would like to have something of my own, an escape from the dog sitter i have become again. (:

I got to actually talk to my mom today. Over the last few weeks i havent really had a chance to sit down and catch up with her. To find out how things are going there. I love being here, every ounce of me wants to be here but it’s really hard being this far out of the loop. Melanie’s due date is tomorrow and they are just leaving her alone until her next dr appt next thursday UNLESS something happens before then. Part of me doesnt mind not being therefor it… part of me misses being in the middle of it all. It’s a tough road but i accept it.

We went to a coworkers party sunday night and my drunk ass took a nasty fall. I have a upside down horse shoe type bruise on my left upper thigh and i took a chunk of skin off my knee. It hurt to sit for a few days but i am slowly recovering. Had a great time – then again any drunk time is a good time to me. heh

We moved somethings around the other day. I wish things moved at a faster pace around this house and i wish i had a lot more control of it. I think that and the constant napping are my two biggest gripes currently. Other areas are absolutely wonderful. My mom asked how things were going today and i said “really, really good” She said “really, really, REALLY” good or just really, really good”. There are so many little things that people wouldnt find important that have changed. It’s hard to explain how small things make you feel more like you belong… and that’s a really really REALLY good start.

feeling icky but happy..

February 6th, 2009 @ 6:27 pm

I am still not feeling 100%, it comes and it goes. Same thing appears to be happening to Jay as well. Then again there seems to be some nastiness going on around here. As long as i dont get a sore throat or stuffed up nose i can deal with the rest.

Last year i started trying to get in touch with my then webhost to see if they could do some upgrades to the server Jays site was on. i emailed and left messages. Then my database went down and i flipped out – had enough. So in September we switched Jay host and domain over as well as my hosting. In December i moved my domain as well. All during this time i never received an email from the previous company except to tell me my things were going to expire in so many days. Recently i had checked to see if i was still able to log into my ftp server through them and i could. Today i got an email telling me that they were going out of business and filing for bankruptcy. Nice of them to let me know…