It’s all over!

November 27th, 2008 @ 11:37 am

I am officially done work.  I skipped out early last night.  I bargained with myself and went.  I knew going in that i was only staying so long but i was going in for at least half the day.  Guilt won out and i went.

I called an eps over and told her i was leaving asked if i should sign out sick or just walk away.  We decided together that it would probably be best if i signed out sick.  Then i went to pass in my things at the office as i waited to speak to my manager i hear her say ” Oh my friggen god, one of my agents just signed out sick.  I cant believe this! This was her last day. Why didnt she just hand in her stuff and walk out”  At this point i am little upset – freaking out( i hate confrontation), thinking i managed to do the right thing but somehow i fucked it up.  Then my favorite supervisor walks in and i explain to her what i just did – she laughs.  Once in the office with my manager she has a giggle over it but still wishes i just had walked out so i didnt mess up her stats.  it’s all about them damn stats.  She hopes i come back, told me i was welcome to.  Here’s hoping that NEVER HAPPENS.  Sad goodbye to some people….

Hated my job?  not so much but i just didnt care for it one little bit.  same crap, different days.  People are stupid. glad it’s over.  Overall it wasnt a bad experience.

Today is the big push.  I’ve got a good dent in packing last week but today and tomorrow is what is going to count..  And to be honest i have NO desire to get started. I hate packing, hatehatehate.

but i should cut this short and at least try to start it.  I’ll have to go out to find some lunch here fairly shortly as my cupboards and fridge are pretty empty

Happy turkey day!

soobrrrsoooo

November 24th, 2008 @ 10:06 pm

I’d like to start of by saying IT’S COLD.  I forgot how cold it could be here in Canada.  My god my knees hurt from the cold.  We got some snow this week, soo pretty.. so cold.

I’m thinking tomorrow is going to my last day of work.  I’ve got  little people sitting on each shoulder.  One is telling me to “stick it through you’re a good person and you said your last day would be Wednesday – just see it through”.  The other is telling me “Fuck it – you’ve done it for this long.. the hell with  your last day. GO FOR THE AWOL! Suck it, Bitches!”  Still not sure on which side will win out but i am pretty sure it’s the one who swears.

I’ve got a good dent in my packing but i am saving the majority of it for Thursday and Friday – Perhaps Wednesday if i skip work.  I’m told that i will be on my way out of NB by lunch Satuday. Part of me happy  — part of me sad.

Got my new glasses last week.  The frames are thicker than what i am used to so they’re killing my skull.  I had stopped wearing earings to work because my headset jabbed them into my skull.  Now my headset is jabbing my glasses frame into my skull.  Cant go to work without my glasses though.  Thank god i am just about done..  cuz it’s getting to the point where it REALLY  hurts.  *sigh*

over and out – for now…

It’s snowing! It’s my Friday!

November 19th, 2008 @ 12:00 pm

Two things i love….

<happy ramble>

It’s a little more than a week before i move and i haven’t started packing yet. The only bright spot in that is i don’t have a lot of things to pack so it wont take me long. I’m so excited but a little sad at the same time. I have enjoyed my solitude and cringed at it at the same time over the last six months. As much as i dislike my job i will miss doing something through the day, the money and the people. I gave my notice last week and it seems just like yesterday. I have 6 more days of work left and i cant wait not to have to go there. I will also miss my nana and friends..

For the first time in a long time i am extremely excited about Christmas. The thought of having all the people i really love in one room is making me feel all gushy and happy. That’s not a bevie thing, i promise you. I get excited and happy about things – but this is truly different. It’s exhilarating.. truly..I had gifts bought three weeks ago. I’m not nearly done but i have a good chuck of it started. More than i can say for past years.

I forgot how lonely your life can be without pets. I am looking forward to seeing Minnie for some kitty time. And as much as i am not a doggie fan i am looking forward to hanging with Daisy.. and Jake, too.. i guess. (: The only time i get some pet attention is when i go to Amanda’s and hang with Toby. I so would have taken him here with me if i would have gotten away with it.

I have all my utilities and such sorted out. Just need to call the people about my damage deposit tomorrow. I have a plan… I just hope it doesn’t storm on the day i move. I love snow but i hope the current trend goes away until next Sunday to allow for a relativity warm and snow free move.

</happy ramble>

hmmm

November 13th, 2008 @ 1:52 am

Your horoscope for November 13, 2008

Your life circumstances may have altered so much in the past few months that you could be in an entirely different space than ever before, BEVERLY. Success and good fortune have increased your self-image, and business and money matters should be going well. Today you should pause to take some time to assess your situation and decide in which direction you want to go. You now have it in your power to make dreams come true.

and i am giving my offical notice at work today. hmm

I’m pretty sure someone fucked up.

November 9th, 2008 @ 8:53 pm

Soo, i am home sitting here catching up on some shows and checking my email and i get this message from collarme.com. My first thought is Jay is playing some kinda sick joke on me. Then i open up the profile and it’s even more sick than i thought possible.