yipee

July 30th, 2008 @ 1:55 pm

My mommy is coming today. and because of that I am going to work half a day.

too bad my mood is verging on angry. I’m pretty sure i could snap at any time…

lets talk about my week

July 27th, 2008 @ 10:30 pm

It was a pretty good week, work wise. The person i dont care for was in the office so i didnt see her. I’ve developed some pretty cool work friends. We’ll work on perhaps making them outside of work friends. One of my work friends ended up suspended for telling a customer that he was annoying. Three days off for that. Go him. (:

My sister got married yesterday. Though i am happy for her I am incredibly sad about the whole thing. I wish her nothing but love and happiness i just never thought i’d see the day that one of us got married and the other three werent there. Just blogging about it brings tears to my eyes. There has been a lot of drama between her and mother and it really breaks my heart. People make choices and have to live with the fall out good or bad. I try and keep myself out of it because it saddens and angers me all at the same time. I dont know.. it’s just what it is, i guess.

My mother is coming to stay the night Wednesday. She and Rupert are headed to Perth for a wedding this coming weekend. I havent seen her since early May so it will be great to see her. I only wish it would be a longer visit. She pulled a muscle about two weeks ago and is slowly recovering. She had planned to come stay with Amanda and I for a few days but that wont be happening because of therapy appointments she has.

The website? Nothing to do with me. In fact i dont know if it was fixed or it cured itself. I woke up last week to the same error you were getting. I emailed my host…. no response.. I left phone messages. I emailed more. By the end of it i was getting quite angry.. too the point i was ready to pull the plug. Then when i got up today it was back.. so whatever.. I will be doing weekly back-ups from this point on. The fact i that i never received any contact from them has me extremely pissed off…

My birthday is fast approaching and i am trying to come up with something exciting to do. However my sister and friends are a bunch of babies and wont do anything exciting. I think we’ll end up going bowling and then out drinking who knows. Feel free to send me plenty of gifts and money. I will make good use of it.

Other than that my life is the same. Lonely and boring. I’m having a day where i just dont care to even discuss the emotions i have going on.. so we wont go there.

tadaa

July 27th, 2008 @ 11:54 am

it works.. frustrating that it took six days but glad it’s back.

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More later.. perhaps.

much like JC.. DEAD ON!

July 16th, 2008 @ 12:08 pm

Your result for The Color Code Test…

Color Code: WHITE: The Peace Keeper

Here is the basics: For a more in depth analysis, I suggest you look up the Color Code, and take a more intensive test.

WHITE MOTIVE: PEACE

WHITE NEEDS: To feel good (inside), To be allowed their own space, To be respected, Tolerance.

WHITE WANTS: To withhold insecurities, Kindness, Independence, Contentment.

SUMMARY: Whites are motivated by peace. They will do almost anythign to avoid confrontation. They like to flow through life without hassle or discomfort. Feeling good is even more important to them then being good. Whites need kindness. They resent being scolded. They dislike harsh words. They open up instantly to people who are kind, but Whites recoil from those who are hostile. Whites prefer quiet strength. they enjoy thier quiet independence. This can often be percieved as bullheadedness. Whites like to keep a low profile. They like to be asked their opinions but they won’t volunteer them. Whites are independent. Unlike Reds and Blues who want to control others, Whites seek only to avoid being controlled. They don’t like to be pushed, and they can be fearsome when they finally “blow up.” Whites are motivated by other peoples desires. They want suggestions however, not demands.

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dont kill your co-worker

July 11th, 2008 @ 9:24 am

Let’s talk shop… err i mean work.

I dont love my job but i dont hate it. I am in complete awe of the things that these people put up with and it takes everything in me when they are grumbling not to say. “Dude if i was you I’d so be switching. You shouldnt have to put up with this crap”.but i dont…Anyway, despite the fact that it’s an easy job people keep dropping like flies because it’s hard for the first little while.
I still dont think i have a grasp on half the things. I was told if i dont know something put up my hand up and floor support will be glad to help me. Which i do, because if i cant do it it on my own… I am the type of person who leaves something alone and comes back to fiddle more.. I CANT DO THAT AT THIS JOB so i put up my hand. Most everyone and i mean 99% of the people are glad to help, they explain everything and make sure you have a grasp on it before walking away. Not this one person.. and let me tell you the first time i had asked her something she so fucking rolled her eyes at me. The second time she pulled up the information i had asked for and walked away – come to find out later the information she had pulled up was wrong. Third time was last night – when i was trying to add something to an account and getting VERY frustrated because it wouldnt work. Again she pulls up the info and basically walks away. By the end of it another person helps me and pretty much comforted my frustration. I swear to god when youre not asking her a question she is the sweetest person ever but in this situation her approach just about kills me. After i got off the call i went outside and had to calm down because i was so frustrated i was almost in tears.
Yesterday was a great day up untl then and once that situation was over it went back to being great. This person is a sup and their shifts rotate so i hadnt had much experience with her up until last week. Now she’s there in the evenings and i am so wishing she would get pulled off this shift.
However today is Friday, pay day and she has the day off.. there isnt a whole lot more that could make this day better.. other than sex, ice cream and the day off course.. (:

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