Today didnt start out so great, well it did but it didnt. I need a do-over.

I’ve spent the last 4 hours just laying here doing NOTHING but listening to the teevee. I have absolutely no motivation to do anything right now. NONE

After dog supper i am going to venture out to the local hair do place and have my hair cut and highlighted. I am really hoping after the start to the day that this doesnt go in the crapper, too. I hate having my hair cut because i am afraid it will turn out bad. I think this comes from going to my grandmothers when i was a kid. We’d end up with bangs in the middle of our foreheads. Since then if i make it to the hair dresser more than a once a year it’s a miracle.

Also we’re back to winter here where it cant make it’s mind up if it’s gonna rain or not. I think that’s the thing that annoys me about the weather here (rain). You just really never know if the sky is gonna open up. One minute it’s blue and bright and the next it’s grey and wet.

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Every time i have gone to use the internet over the last few days it didnt work.  I am generally not a complainer but it not working randomly ( and when i say randomly it seems like it stopped working every time i wanted to use it) was starting to get on my nerves.  The internets people came yesterday and hopefully everything is working and stays working.

Pretty good weekend overall.  There is a little bar and grill that opened up just down the road from us so we went and had a meal there.   I had a burger, my theory is if a place cant make a decent burger what can you expect from the rest of their menu.  Both our meals turned out good.  It had just opened the monday before and was totally packed.  Despite the people chaos it was a nice place.

We made it to the movies, too.  We went and seen vantage point.  I remember seeing previews for this movie back in the fall before i came out here on dvd’s i had watched with my mother..   It wasnt awful but i think i expected bigger and better.  We also finally got around to watching saw IV.  I am sorry to say that I am still excited by Donnie Wahlberg even if he’s strung up by his neck all bloody and near death.

Jay has some kinda team builder meeting today so he’s working through the day.  I’m not sure why but i love this, i can do whatever i want inside the house and not worry about disturbing him.  I guess also he’s not here to slow me down in what i feel i need to do..  There is a chance he ended up at Timberline in which case i will hate his snowseeingass for awhile.  (:

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you dont really realize the stupid things you use the internet for until it’s not at your disposal.  thank god i can do that again. (:

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(I know i have fallen off the blogging-wagon again and honestly i didnt mean to. Once i got sick it all went to shit and honestly I am still struggling with something where i dont feel 100% yet. Hopefully that passes because being on the verge of feeling completely yucky is just as bad as feeling completely yucky…)

For all the things she isnt she makes up for it somehow.  I didnt always feel that way about her but in recent years my opinion of her and my sisters has completely changed.  I dont remember much of my life before my teen years other than memories of my sister, Amanda and I…  Along with a handful of not so pleasant memories of my home life.    I remember the day Melanie was born and some faint memories of her growing up but she was mostly a stranger to me until 2005.   Just this little girl who annoyed the pants off me but you couldnt help but love because she was so damn cute.

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