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and not in a good way…
Last night after i went on a little cleaning binge I thought i might play some xbox 360 instead of watching TV. I figured since guitar hero remained sort of unopened i might try my skills at it. Hopefully be good enough at it to kick some ass.
Unfortunately i rediscovered why i never become a piano prodigy. I have no hand/brain coordination. I dont know if this is something that if i work on i might be able to improve. Honestly though, after playing by myself (not with myself) i am not sure i could stand the humiliation.
I like to win…..
Maybe i’ll move on to football or halo 3 in hopes of doing some ass stomping cuz i’ll never cut as a musician. ):
We went tool shopping today. Well really he went tool shopping I just tagged along. I wasn’t bored or annoyed.. I was just waiting for him to figure out what boyish goodness he wanted. The sales lady laughed at me a couple times as I followed him through the aisle like a lost puppy. But I found it funny when she told me they had chairs if I wanted to have a seat and wait. It would have been nice if she offered me some tea, too.
I like it here, Oregon that is. It’s always green and it has yet to hit the -30’s. There is no sales tax. I have yet to meet one rude person. I love the big trees. I adore the mountains and coastline. I like that Jay is here most of the time. I like the variety in shopping and food. I like most everything about this here place. I think my only real hates are the cold rain and that my family and friends are so far away… I do have one big issue though… Why do those fuckers tease me with the idea of snow and then take it away!?
When i went to bed at midnight last night everything had a light dusting of snow. When i peeked out the window at 7am this morning it was glorious looking. Not more than an inch and a half or so i would say but it was a beautiful white winter land scene. I went back to bed and when i finally got up just before 10am there was still snow on the ground. As i sat in the chair this morning watching some things with Jay i was sadden as the sun took my friggin snow away. So much for my happiness..
I’ve never been very good at this blogging thing, I am sure it has a lot to do with the fact I suck with words. (: Having said that it’s been especially hard lately. My life isn’t a complete bore so I am not sure why I cant seem to come up with something interesting.
I don’t know a lot but I know I feel completely at home and content snuggled in next to him but give me time alone and I turn into some crazy lady. Since the beginning of the year I have been feeling out of sorts. I’m not really sad or lonely but something just seems off. I have fabulous days where I cant believe how much I have smiled but yet the next day I can feel as though my world is crashing in around me. I’d like to believe the weather and lack of vitamin D causes this in me and that I am truly not a basket case. I’ve decided to go tanning in hopes of improving my mood and my ghostly complexion.
Tonight we’re going to a birthday party for three of his friends. It’s a Big Lebowski theme party. I remember watching the movie in the late 90’s but honestly I don’t remember thinking it was cinematic greatness. I think theme parties are a great idea and I enjoy hanging out with his people but I have to question what kind of drugs they were popping when they came up with this theme. I made mint brownies to take with us. I am going to tell everyone they are hash brownies. (: