fidgets

June 30th, 2007 @ 12:56 pm

I love being alone there is no doubt about that. However then there are days like today when I get excited about being alone then i realize I am completely bored!

There are a million things i am sure i could be doing including packing for my big move tomorrow. Normally i would have that done by now but honestly i am sick of moving around. If i knew I was going somewhere special i might actually have accomplished it by now.

It’s a gorgeous day outside. After three days of crazy heat and powerful lightning storms it’s nice to have a good day. I could be outside but it’s so damn windy in these parts that you pretty much have to strap yourself down. (:

I’m feeling rather guilty about going into my aunts as Rupert got a job in Halifax starting the day after i start work so my mother will be all alone. If it were possible for me to get into town by 3pm everyday i might not mind being out here. However since i dont drive and there really isnt anyone to drive me It looks like she may be alone for the majority of the week. I guess my aunt offered to come out here and stay with her if she minded being alone. Which excites me muchly. I like the idea of having a house to myself. So i can sit around in my underwear like i am currently… doing.

Happy Canada Day!

mundane mumbles

June 27th, 2007 @ 10:55 pm

It’s been a couple rough weeks living in this house. If you had of asked me three years ago if I would enjoy living with my mother again I would have laughed in your face. I enjoy spending time with her, laughing, learning and loving.. However the last couple weeks have been out of the ordinary. Some days you can cut the tension in this house with a knife.

My ex stepfather filed for bankruptcy in May and slowly things that tied him and my mother together are coming her way. It makes sense that if they cant get the money from him they are going to come after her. If she were responsible for them I know she’d be paying them but these are things that she had nothing to do with. I hate answering the phone dreading that I’ll have to hand her more bad news at the end of the day. Rupert and I have come to the point where we’re censoring her mail. If she’s having a bad day or they have something planned we accidentally lose her mail for a couple days.

She’s never had an easy life and watching her struggle with something else that is out of her control is taking its toll on relationships. She hasn’t attacked me but she has more than once been snappy. I can understand but it’s beginning to put stress on me that I don’t care for.

ummm

June 21st, 2007 @ 10:34 pm

I am just curious how viagra.com got on my contact list? Has someone hacked my email and started sending email to them? I know personally i dont need it.. but maybe someone else does…

ho-hum..

June 18th, 2007 @ 10:48 pm

I wish I had something interesting to share with the internet but I don’t.  I’ve come to the conclusion that I am boring and so should you.  I have had a couple interesting days but it’s nothing i care to share - I am mostly sympathetic to it but part of me is angry.

Also, let me tell you how awkward explaining what the term ‘camel toe’   is to your mother.   You dont want to make her feel uncomfortable, embarassed or make anyone think that your were actually checking out her camel parts.

 

Sometimes I feel like a parent and I don’t even have kids..

love / hate

June 11th, 2007 @ 11:17 pm

List 4 things you hate about your significant other:
1. His picking scabs habit.
2. The extreme procrastination..
3. That he sometimes finds it hard to be serious.
4. That he sleeps on the couch.
(listed least to most hated)

List 4 things you love about your significant other:
1. That he’s happy 97% of the time. He’s rarely in a bad mood.
2. That he can be extremely charming.
3. His sense of humor
4. That he makes me feel special.