mundane mumbles
It’s been a couple rough weeks living in this house. If you had of asked me three years ago if I would enjoy living with my mother again I would have laughed in your face. I enjoy spending time with her, laughing, learning and loving.. However the last couple weeks have been out of the ordinary. Some days you can cut the tension in this house with a knife.
My ex stepfather filed for bankruptcy in May and slowly things that tied him and my mother together are coming her way. It makes sense that if they cant get the money from him they are going to come after her. If she were responsible for them I know she’d be paying them but these are things that she had nothing to do with. I hate answering the phone dreading that I’ll have to hand her more bad news at the end of the day. Rupert and I have come to the point where we’re censoring her mail. If she’s having a bad day or they have something planned we accidentally lose her mail for a couple days.
She’s never had an easy life and watching her struggle with something else that is out of her control is taking its toll on relationships. She hasn’t attacked me but she has more than once been snappy. I can understand but it’s beginning to put stress on me that I don’t care for.
