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It’s grey and green out with patches of white. Currently it’s 12 degree c out.
I went to bed with snow and ice and woke up to spring. eeek
There was a sledding party set for New Years .. somehow i dont see everyone sliding down the hill on wet grass.
Good thing i wasnt going or even excited about going. ha.
Been surrounded by lots of people and still felt alone?
Wished on so many shooting stars only to be let down?
Faked a smile to make it look like your happy?
Wished all the noise would fade away?
Felt so loved, adored and protected yet so empty?
Thought you might be going crazy?
Been so easily annoyed?
Felt so sad one moment and fine the next?
I have spent the last three days being quite cranky, it seems that almost every little noise has become ten times more annoying than it usually is. I think I have snapped at Melanie four times in the last two days. I should have spent today in bed like I did yesterday.
I had to fight the urge to scream at people at the supper table as they slurped their soup.
I am just plain hateful.
Ugh.
Christmas went well. Seen lots of people, ate LOTS , didn’t drink nearly enough.
It was really wonderful to get to see everyone and spend so much time with them. I’m glad it’s over but sad to see some go.
I got lots of goodies as well. Nothing too out there but everything special it’s own way.
The weather here the last three days has been crap and I am not enjoying it.
Umm.. I do believe that’s it.
I need to catch up on my alone time.. I feel so drained emotionally and mentally..
I think I shall put in a movie and curl up in bed.
Today should prove to be another busy day. Right now I should be packing, showering or organizing but obviously I am not. Heh.
I have a doctor’s appointment in 2 and half hours. Then I need to go pick up some last minute things in Amherst. As mentioned the other day I didn’t get the last few things so I plan to do that today after my appointment.
Tonight is the annual Christmas party. I love getting to see people and getting to eat my favorite dishes but something is seriously off this year and I don’t know what.
Anyway. This shall be my last post until at least Monday or Tuesday. I am headed out to the country this afternoon and I am staying there until Sunday or Monday. I say the country because there is no house phone / internet / or cable. Thank god there is running water and electricity.
So have yourselves a merry little holiday. I hope you get everything your hearts desire and more. I hope you eat too much, drink too much and overdose on family and friends.
Much love.