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After sleeping almost 15 hours (on and off of course - though i’d love to be able to sleep that many hours straight) I crawled back into bed at 1:30pm and stayed there until nearly 6pm. I cant seem to keep my temperature regulated. I’m either too warm or too cold - mostly too cold. Also walking upstairs nearly kills me.
If this is half of what’s going to happen when i go through menopause just fuckin’ kill me now.
I went to bed last night at 9pm and slept until 11am this morning. I have been sneezing and coughing all week but not enough to think I was sick. However I think my lack of energy might have to do with the sinus headache I have had for the last day. Hopefully it’ll pass within the next day or two because going on a little vacation not feeling so hot is not what I had planned on.
There is so much going on in my head the last three weeks that I sometimes don’t know if I am coming or going. It’s not that I lead a busy life because I don’t. Plus my moods are up and down. I like the happy ones but the ones where I am ready to kill or sitting there in tears are getting old. I am not a cranky or a sad person but nearly half my time these days is spent that way.
I don’t know that I’ll be updating for the next week and a half. I’ll just probably do a big one with pictures when I come back. This will probably be my last post until the 30th - So I shall wish you happy and safe Victoria Day this weekend and a Happy Memorial Day weekend next weekend.
Much love..
Nothing – that about sums it up. I haven’t done a lot in the last week. In fact I have only made it to the gym once in the last week. I thinking I might have adrenalitis or something because I just don’t seem to have any energy this week. Hopefully my trip to see my prissy cunt will give me some spunk.
I went tanning today and the only thing that seems to be on fire is my face. I feel like I left some face wash on too long. Sheesh.
So in the next coupe days I need to think about packing, finding music to take with me and wrapping up a few things for my hostess. I am a little worried about leaving Fraser alone with these people. If he’s left alone he cries like a crack baby. Somewhere in the last four months he’s become a huge baby. I got in the tub today and he sat outside the door and whined while my mother was 15 feet away reading the newspaper.
My mother is gone away for a couple days so this means I have the house pretty much to myself. I never figured I’d be 28 and feel like I did when I was 17 and she went away for a few days.
This means I can stay up all night, leave dishes in the sink and get up in the morning and prance around in my undies. Who would have thought such simple things would delight me so much. (: