New Digs

August 31st, 2003 @ 10:09 pm

Once again we have a new layout. Mmm yellow and orange.

I have another one ready to put up, but Kevin is going to fix the picture for me. So maybe he’ll take a couple weeks so I dont get tempted. Heh

I made corn chowder and smartie cookies today. I ate too much. Gah! but it helps kill the cravings

Ugh! Ugh!

August 30th, 2003 @ 12:21 am

There are 16 more hours of this hellish work week to go. I’ll top out at 49 hours between 4pm Wednesday and 2pm Saturday. Today wasn’t so bad but yesterday I was suffering. I am sure by 10 am tomorrow I’ll be dead, remind me again why I am not a princess?

I was talking to my sister this evening and she is/was terribly upset about something. I won’t go into details because eyes read this that caused the trouble. It’s so hard to listen to someone you love who is upset and not be able to hug them. Then me being the reasonable one I say something then I say ” I am not trying to defend him/her but…” and she says ” Right now he/she needs someone to defend them…” So here I am trying to help her work through it when all I want to do is hug her and bash the person. I swear, even in the most hurtful times I am so pathetic, I can’t help but be reasonable. It sucks.

Anyway, I must get going.
Have a lovely long weekend, as I won’t be going anywhere. I expect to do nothing and stay in my pjammers for 4 days …

hanging by a moment

August 28th, 2003 @ 6:21 pm


desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you

I’m falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I’ve held onto
I’m standing here until you make me move
I’m hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all I’m lacking
completely incomplete
I’ll take your invitation
you take all of me now

Number one hairy pussy

August 28th, 2003 @ 12:59 pm

Theme Thursday - Heat

August 28th, 2003 @ 12:46 pm