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Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003The last couple days I have been extremely cranky and fighting the urge to go off on people who don’t seem to get things that I might not be expressing properly. It seems like the littlest things are pushing me to want to yell and scream and just be extremely blunt about the way I feel. I keep saying to Becka “Am I horrible for saying that or feeling this?” or “Aren’t I quite the bitch today?” Honestly that’s the way I feel, no one seems to get the things I am saying and I intern am feeling incredibly guilty about the way I am carry on the conversation. Although in my head I know I am saying and doing the right things.
Then there is the part where I just want to go away for awhile from everyone and hope that when I return things have worked themselves out. Also I feel so needy about this stuff and I get sick of hearing me say the same things over and over again. After a certain point things just get old and no matter what I do they don’t seem to change.
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Wednesday, January 22nd, 20031. Super Bowl or World Series? neither
2. Winter or summer? Summer
3. Look up numbers in the phone book, or call directory assistance? I use Canada411.com
4. Mashed potatoes or French fries? Mashed Potatoes at home ‘ French fries when I am out.
5. Hand-code your website, or use an editor (such as Front Page)? Hand Code.
6. Freeway or winding country road? Winding country Road.
7. Star Wars or Star Trek? Star Wars.
8. Disney or Warner Brothers cartoons? Disney, duhh.
9. When it feels chilly in the house: crank up the heat or put on a sweater? If it just a little chilly a sweater.
10. CBS or PBS? CBS
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Tuesday, January 21st, 2003again from Joni
so i found this funny.
Tuesday, January 21st, 2003I am number 2 for this. Only Wil Wheaton rates higher than me. Heh.
survey says
Tuesday, January 21st, 2003I started this survery just before my mother called and i am just now finishing it. It was taken from Joni
What’s on your bedside table:
On one there is a lamp and a massager. One the other there is another lamp and the cordless phone.
What is the geekiest part of your music collection:
Umm, Star Wars and Final Fantasy soundtracks?
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night:
Rob brought me home a crunchy kit kat bar. (: I know it didn’t come out of my fridge but other than Pepsi I didn’t eat anything out of my fridge.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie:
A think it would be “A Beautiful Mind”. Odd as that might sound.
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done:
I would have perfect vision.
Do you have a completely irrational fear:
Being attacked in my own home
What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment:
Putting my hand over my mouth when I talk to people.
Do you ever have to beg:
Yes.
Are you a pyromaniac:
No, I am scared of being burned
Do you have too many love interests:
no
Do you know anyone famous:
No.
Describe your bed:
Err, it’s a bed
Spontaneous or plan:
Spontaneous
Who should play you in a movie about your life:
Meg Ryan
Do you know how to play poker:
Yes.
What do you carry with you at all times:
When I leave the house? My wallet, my keys and so on.
How do you drive:
Um, I don’t.
What do you miss most about being little:
Being taken care of and spending endless hours at my nanny’s with my dad..
Are you happy with your given name:
More and more so as I get older.
What color is your bedroom:
White and blue
What was the last song you were listening to:
Lifehouse – Sick Cycle Carousel
Have you ever been in a play:
Cinderrella
Who are your best friends:
Jay and Becka
Have you ever been in love:
Three times for sure.
Do you talk a lot:
When I am tired.
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself:
I think I do.
Have you ever done any illegal drugs:
Yes, but nothing that major.
Do you think you’re cute:
I’m cute, but I don’t think I am pretty or sexy..
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you:
Not for the most part.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person:
Yes.
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends:
My boyfriend.