I think I’ll write my last blog for the next week….

August 30th, 2001 @ 4:47 am

I think I’ll write my last blog for the next week.

I am going to go insane with no cable or Internet - plus Robert is on vacation. I guess it’ll be all about pleasing and entertaining me till I send him screaming from the house.

I am going to get a satellite dish in the next couple weeks. We were going to stick with digital cable but for the same price I can get twice, if not triple the channels I have now.

I called mpower tonight to see if by any chance they offered dsl services where I am moving. NOPE – they don’t. But hopefully come the New Year they will. I so miss my dsl.

My mother is depressed due the fact she hurt her shoulder and is off work for like six weeks if not more. My parents are going through a child support ‘fight’. My sister’s boyfriend is an ass. I miss my friend Bobbi. Uggh everything around me seems to be falling apart. People are going through tough times and I seem to be weathering fine. I hate that. I mean I am thankful that I am doing great, but it bothers me that no one else seems to be getting along nicely.

Right now I want so many things.

Chocolate

Nachos

Sweet Tarts

New jeans

A hot bubble bath

A fluffy housecoat.

My icq to work

My mp3’s and/cd’s

Timbits.

Sex/snuggles

Someone to watch a few classic 80’s DVD’s with.

Uggh someone want to come over?

I think I am rambling. So I guess maybe I’ll end this.

I should have my ‘net next Friday, whether I end up working that night is up to the Gods, I guess.

I’ll be talking to brenny Saturday, I think.

As for everyone else - Have a wonderful week

I have tonight off Yay .. You know what this …

August 29th, 2001 @ 7:05 am

I have tonight off Yay ..

You know what this means? I do not have to spend Thrusday moving without sleeping. And what did I lose for gaining that one day? Another freaking Friday night. I have worked every single Friday since I started, this would be all fine and dandy if I wasn’t told in the begining that I’d have at least two weekends off a month.

Oh well - Nothing I can do and complaining just makes it worse. right?

I feel like I have tons to say but I best keep it to myself.

I hate to be put in the middle and I hate to really let people in to my head so I guess I should drag my ass to bed.

Maybe I’ll feel better about the shit going on around me after I sleep.

I got my icq to work YAY For some reason when …

August 28th, 2001 @ 2:19 am

I got my icq to work YAY

For some reason when I went to give it a go tonight it worked.

Apparetly it has something to do with the ports on my board. Who knows.

I never claimed to know Jack about this stuff. I am just so happy.

On a weird note I got my first virus alert on my computer tonight -

I feel so dirty now.

Why is it when I am at work everyone is around but…

August 27th, 2001 @ 3:38 am

Why is it when I am at work everyone is around but when I am at home and can’t sleep no one is?

Or maybe I smell funny?

I really should go to bed and attempt to sleep so I can pack some of my stuff up tomorrow… but after working the last two night and sleeping till 6pm I am not tired at all.

Bored - Bored - Bored. People I need some love…

August 27th, 2001 @ 1:00 am

Bored - Bored - Bored.

People I need some love.